A few years ago, I was talking to an acquaintance on the phone about a lady we both knew. I didn't know her, but from passing. I'd never spoken to her, but her presence kind of came off as a little insane. The person I was talking to said "She's no one's best friend. She's just not the best friend type.". That phrase really stuck with me. It was something I thought about since then quite a bit. It seemed that it fit me quite well.
I've already talked about my aversion to group activities, and why I'm not popular, and never will be. This post kind of attaches itself to those by subject. I have a strange aversion to being the center of attention, and wanting to be. It's a strange contradiction. On one hand, I love getting likes on FB page, and feel nothing short of very sad when I lose likes, or 'people talking about this' goes down, yet I am not willing to be someone I am not to get more likes. I am not just a parent blogger.